He was late to begin with so I was getting uptight! He was 2.5 hours late! And I still can't get my son back! OMFG! Can't stop crying! They are saying it will take 2-3 months before they decide if I get my son back at all! And while they are investigating he can't stay with me! What did I do to deserve this!! My son is my life!
I dont think I ever had a year this bad. First the break up and now my son! What did I do to anyone to deserve this much pain!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
CPS- My son is gone....
Wow, alot has happened since I last posted here. Debbie and I are no longer friends, probably for the best. Especially after she caused me to lose my son...
I guess my son had joking said something to one of his little friends. His friend took it seriously and told his mother. His mother runs up to the school and tells the counselor. The counselor calls CPS and they come out and talk to my son at school. Then I get a call they want to have a meeting with me. I'm nervous don't know wtf is going on and ask Debbie to be there. Biggest mistake ever! She gives CPS doubt that I would hurt my son! I would never hurt my son! Sad thing is she doesn't know me!! So CPS tells me I can't take my son back! So my son is at my mothers house calling me everyday wanting to come home! I start crying and tell him I can't do anything to bring you home right now and start crying with him! The mother of that kid had the nerves to come to my house! I didnt give her time to talk I told her off and slammed the door in her face!
I am in shock, in disbelieve, that Debbie gave them doubts that I was not a good mother and that I could hurt him. This is the person I once loved, the person I would have done anything for. The person I would have died for! And she causes me to lose the only thing I have, that keeps me going! My son!
They took him based that I am Bi-polar and suicidal!!! I'm not suicidal!! My mother didn't help matters at all she calls Debbie a bitch for what she did but then turns around and tells the caseworker that I'm suicidal!!! wtf is wrong with these people!!
If I were suicidal something like this would have pushed me over the edge and I would have killed myself! but no! I get up every morning I go to work! I clean the house! I try to get my son back! Does someone who is suicidal do those things!! NO!
I look back and wonder how could I let this happen. How could I have loved someone like that? And sad thing is I still love her! =(
CPS is coming tomorrow for another meeting this time a different person. On the phone he didn't sound very nice. =(
Why do they act so hateful? All I know I'm going to be extra nice and extra calm. I want my son home. My son is my life.
I decided I'm going to remain single until my son is older and has his own life. Yeah, I'm going to be old by then but I don't care. I'm never letting anything come between me and my son again! I'm never letting go of my son again!
I think this year has to be my worst year ever. And it's crazy how my feelings for my ex bounces from hate back to love again!! Gah, I must be insane.
I guess my son had joking said something to one of his little friends. His friend took it seriously and told his mother. His mother runs up to the school and tells the counselor. The counselor calls CPS and they come out and talk to my son at school. Then I get a call they want to have a meeting with me. I'm nervous don't know wtf is going on and ask Debbie to be there. Biggest mistake ever! She gives CPS doubt that I would hurt my son! I would never hurt my son! Sad thing is she doesn't know me!! So CPS tells me I can't take my son back! So my son is at my mothers house calling me everyday wanting to come home! I start crying and tell him I can't do anything to bring you home right now and start crying with him! The mother of that kid had the nerves to come to my house! I didnt give her time to talk I told her off and slammed the door in her face!
I am in shock, in disbelieve, that Debbie gave them doubts that I was not a good mother and that I could hurt him. This is the person I once loved, the person I would have done anything for. The person I would have died for! And she causes me to lose the only thing I have, that keeps me going! My son!They took him based that I am Bi-polar and suicidal!!! I'm not suicidal!! My mother didn't help matters at all she calls Debbie a bitch for what she did but then turns around and tells the caseworker that I'm suicidal!!! wtf is wrong with these people!!
If I were suicidal something like this would have pushed me over the edge and I would have killed myself! but no! I get up every morning I go to work! I clean the house! I try to get my son back! Does someone who is suicidal do those things!! NO!
I look back and wonder how could I let this happen. How could I have loved someone like that? And sad thing is I still love her! =(
CPS is coming tomorrow for another meeting this time a different person. On the phone he didn't sound very nice. =(
Why do they act so hateful? All I know I'm going to be extra nice and extra calm. I want my son home. My son is my life.
I decided I'm going to remain single until my son is older and has his own life. Yeah, I'm going to be old by then but I don't care. I'm never letting anything come between me and my son again! I'm never letting go of my son again!
I think this year has to be my worst year ever. And it's crazy how my feelings for my ex bounces from hate back to love again!! Gah, I must be insane.
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