Alot of stuff has happened...

Went camping and surprisingly my son wasn't scared of the waterfalls. I couldn't keep him out of the water. For someone who doesn't know how to swim his not afraid and that kind-a scares me. We had a great time, I wasn't too thrilled about sleeping in the tent. And the nights there was cold and I wasn't prepared for that. And my son got a cold from it.
Seems my ex and I are talking again. It's easier for me now I guess cause I'm not really hurting anymore. Yes, I still love her but I guess I accepted the break up. I tell her I'm over her but I'm really not and I think I will always love her.

She asked me yesterday if I was seeing anyone yet. I should have said yes? But instead I said no it's going to take me 11 years just to re-coop from you - LOL
Anyway, I don't think I'm going to look for anyone until next year. Then I can decided if I really want someone else in my life.

Been having a hard time sleeping lately - I don't know why. I think I'm getting like 2 hours sleep each night.